ADMIRE&DERIDE

I am far away
Even though I stand beside.
I was so alive
But now something’s died.

You beg and plead
For me to come back when I’m gone.
And I fight
And I try so hard to hold on.

I know you know
Where ever I am I need you near.
I feel you feel
I need you where I am when I’m not there.

I am far away
I am in the place I admire and deride.
I was so alive
But since you gave up I’ve only got reasons to hide.